In my mind, each season has its own dance. Spring brings the urge to swing or lindy since the new found warmth gives a bounce to my step. Summer is for the slow drag or salsa. Clothes are shed, sweat drips from every pore and just about everything seems sultry. Fall, with the crisp air also brings crispness back to the dance floor with the fox trot or Charleston. And winter, for some odd reason I connect winter, with a slow waltz. Rigid, upright and yet still with a lilt. I can imagine snow falling or scenes from Dr. Zhivago playing set to a waltz.
All of this, yes, even scenes from Dr.Zhivago, play on a loop while I'm out riding. My pedal stroke, a bit cattywampus with the cold, added layers and winter boots on flats, seems to follow more of a 3/4 measure vs. the nice, smooth 4/4 beat, and my breathing no longer flows as it should--instead acting more like a hiccup as I brace against the sharp air.
On days when the wind rattles the windows, and snow finds its way into every nook and cranny, my mind begs me to curl up with a steaming mug of coffee and epic books or films which ooze slow like molasses (Sweetland and The Straight Story have been watched numerous times during the season of the endless night). My body, however, feels cagey on these days. Restless from not going out enough on all day adventures. No gym workout satiates--in fact, the thought of stepping inside a gym turns my stomach, so I begin the long process of adding layers, covering exposed skin and prepping my mind for what's to come. I call this moment "the tipping point". If I reach the stage of adding all the layers, I'll head out--but it's getting to that point which is so damn difficult. Heck, sometimes I feel downright exhausted just from dressing. But 90% of the time, I come back renewed, re-energized and feeling a whole lot less like a pacing animal in the zoo.
This brings us back to the waltz. By no means is it my favorite dance, and I'd rather partake in just about any other dance, but when a waltz is played, and I'm on the dance floor, waltz I do. I don't like winter or riding in the winter, but when I have no choice (other than spending hours on the trainer), winter ride I will. Happy dancing all! I look forward to seeing you all move to little ditties, throughout the snow covered streets, in my mind.